Thank you SLS, if your reading this.

your right. i'm wrong. and i don't mean that in a sarcastic way or any bullshit like that, i deleted the post okay. idk why i did it. and idk why the first comment i ever get is from that post. idk alot of things apparently. but most of all i forgot my roots and that's what got me today. Raphael isn't a story of revenge, its a story of justice where he has to above all things get his story heard. but when mine was heard from angie, she wouldn't listen to me and kept calling me this and that and all of that. even lying to me and saying that she hacked my computer. but...i should have been the bigger person and just let go of it. but i didn't so there. I guess maybe it was paying to be the better person, but damn it, she stole my mojo for project O (and i swear to god if anyone tells her that and gives her that satisfaction i will nail to a wall) so...no thats no excuse. but i'm done, all right? i'm done fighting. this the second time fighting has gotten me into even deeper shit. and SLS, if your reading then thanks. i needed a kick in the ass. (I say this cuze its also a blog post) and yeah. i need to stop being such an epic failure and get on with life. and overall, what would my idol do? scott pilgrim woudn't have had made that post, scott pilgrim woudn't had done any of this. he would have forgotten about actually pretty quickly. which what i needed to do. move on. get on with life. forget and (I guess?) forgive. I guess many my idols would have kicked me in the face. and...it didn't really feel as good as i thought it would be to just vent on to a piece of paper like that. and i guess THAT didn't work out. time to mature and be the big man right? damn it. but why is it always ME who has to do that eh? angie doesn't have to man up, angie doesn't have to give up her integrity! angie doesn't even have anything. she just gets to win... (sigh) but i guess (?) thats just a part of life somehow...but i guess i win something to. because stronger then Angie for doing this. and hey, maybe just maybe i'm a better writer then her to...okay thats just going back to being. nah, she's pretty good too...

now get the hell out of my office,

-Oscar